6 Colored pictures all in a Row.

i sewed a flower onto my red book. it pops against the page like a dream you can't forget.
i love those. the kinds of dreams that are on your mind long after you've had them. the same goes for
nightmares. it gives me something to think about at a time when ordinarily my mind would be blank.
if my mind were blank and i had it sitting in front of me, i would write on it. things that matter, things that don't,
things i like, things i don't. lyrics. i'd draw pictures. i'd sew flowers onto it. maybe then i'd dream about flowers.
and it would be the kind of dream that stays with me long after i've had it.
porcupine tree. this band is the only one that can run me through every different emotion i'm capable of feeling. they bring me love, they make me cry, they make me smile. they remind me of a high. they especially remind me of That Time.
the odd thing about that is all the other bands and various songs that remind me of That Time, i can't bring myself to listen to. but porcupine tree... i could never push them away.
That Time was a lot of amazing fun, don't get me wrong. I think i just miss it too much to be reminded of it.
I wish i'd been older. Then no one could have stopped me. i wish no one had stopped me. then again i kind of do. if someone hadn't... i don't know. nevermind. i'd rather not think about where i'd be. i think i like where i am better.