Never More Broken

He doesn’t care.
If he can even bear to laugh, he doesn’t.
He’s laughing now. I can feel it stabbing.
And here is my heart, thrown across the floor where his heart
is high above me, not seeing me anymore.
I am the equivelant of nothing
because everything that once made me something is
gone.
What had meaning is now meaningless.
What was bright is now cold.
What was smiling is now dead.
I am dead, murdered, rendered completely useless to anyone,
paralyzed,
sunk,
wounded,
broken.



Someone please make this go away.
I’m suffering.